The best person in my life!...

Well, guys... I really don't like discussing my life with other people because I just want to focus on the more positive things, such as my family. I usually just keep things to myself. But if I am going to be asked, I'd opt to share my life with others who haven't known me yet... At some point, I do need to be honest with myself and say, I've had an affair with a man before, to some extent I do need to identify as GAY... To fall in love with someone with same sex doesn't mean you're gay, it just means sexual orientation is a fluid thing. I love living alone but if ever I had the chance of meeting a wonderful man I would grab the opportunity of choosing him because that's what my life to be. Never I imagined myself living with a woman, but circumstances made a way I got married. But for now, we're not really meant for each other anymore! I love meeting and be with a man who is intelligent, handsome and has a great body. I am looking for that wonderful and sensual WHITE GUY who can be my partner and bring me the happiness I have been missing in that part of my life. I have or can have most anything I want. (Within reason - so don't get the wrong idea... More to come on this subject when we meet or correspond.) Now I just need that missing part. Someone to share it all with. Someone who is appreciative and respectful and doesn't take things for granted. Unlike most Asian guys I met. A man to experience life with the good and bad. At this point in my life it will be mostly good. Someone I can give to and spoil and will do the same for me. To say Thank You for the biggest and littlest things - being grateful. Someone who will be there till the end. A man who is submissive yet has an opinion. It's real simple,... However, we must also have other mutual interests and be willing to try each other’s interests. I would love to meet a man who can show me and teach me new things...

As a matter of fact, I already have HIM who I think compliments me or should I say completes me. I spent days and nights thinking of what I really loved about him and the more I get to know him, the more I found things to love about him. I can't get mind off him the whole day. Even at work I am inspired to do well because there's is someone I look forward to meeting every night when I got home. In fact, I am dying to show him how I really feel, but we're miles apart. I guess that's a part of loving someone. ...having the patience to wait.

Always remember this honey:
"I LOVE YOU for the rest of my life. I can't stop dreaming of you. Without you, I would never feel this way every single day and night. I am willing to give you whatever you want and to fight for our love. I am willing to spend my whole life with you just to show how much I love you. Loving you would be the sweetest thing to do in my whole life!..."